Sorry for no updates lately.
Work has had a firm tight grip on me, and nicely enough when I get home at the end of the night I can lay down for three hours then wake up and get on the go again.
At least I'm getting that much, haha.
Work has been busy, today was probably the slowest which only makes the day go by slower, and because I'm a freak I have to makes sure I have NOTHING to do the next day at work, so I just sit there..
Drawing.
Some of the customers have asked to look through my sketchbook, got some nice feedback on some pictures so that's always good, and speaking of which, Nox, I got that picture started, might end up redoing them, but I have it started, and Mystery, god damn I have no idea what to draw for you haha.
Been sitting there with a blank piece of paper going "Huuur duuuurrr"
Other than all of that..
Nothing.
Absolutely nothing.
It's been quiet, and really... that's scaring me. Last time this happened, well, lots of stuff ended up ruining what hopes I had for awhile, and I'd rather it not happen again.
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But the strangest part is I don't even dream, and I can normally wake up and remember bits and pieces but the few days that I have slept is just...
nothing
I don't even know what to do with myself. I find myself staring blankly at the trees behind my house most of the time..
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I know what you mean. It's been very quiet, and if this were a horror movie or suspenseful book, I'd add "too quiet."
ReplyDeleteMy dreams have been... odd. I know I'm dreaming and not good dreams at all, but I can't remember them. I just wake up with a sense of foreboding.
Don't worry about the drawing. When it comes, draw it. Until then, don't try and force anything on my behalf. ;)
Quality takes time especially with art, I still can't wait to see it. As for the quietness, just hope that it's not the calm before the storm.
ReplyDelete@Mystery I agree, it feel's far too quiet. And as for dreams, I find it weird, I've had pretty much the same three dreams, with exception, mostly every night for I don't know, 7 years now? Before that it was the same nightmare. Now I don't even get that it seems.
ReplyDeleteAnd dammit it will force myself a picture if a bloody well please, haha.
@Nox Yes, I'm glad you're willing to wait for one :) Makes me glad, and yes, I think it pretty much is the calm before the big massive shit storm :S